Brian and Melissa

7pm right now. By this time next week, i’ll have been married for one hour.

So we’ve reached a new level of nervousness. Brian didn’t get out of bed today, not because he was sleeping, but he was just too nervous. He stayed there till like 12:30, till i went upstairs to take a bath. And he’s like “I can’t get out of bed i’m too nervous”. So we went back to sleep for an hour, and then I made him get out to go get breakfast. It’s so bad. We’re like so super nervous, it’s crazy. Who doesn’t get out of bed!!

I haven’t slept in days, like ok I sleep a bit but then i’m up and want to throw up. But now i’ve reached a whole new level where I don’t want to throw up but i’m overcome with like insane stress, and nervousness, and I literally almost cry. Whenever it’s really silent, or whenever someone says “Hey 6 more days!” I lose it. I can’t handle it.

I totally wanna get married though! I just can’t handle doing it in front of 150 people. And like, there’s so much that could go wrong, which freaks me out too.

Oh so on Friday my worked threw me a surprise bachelorette party. hhaha omg it was so amazing. I love my office and all the people I work with. I literally invited as many of them as I could to the wedding, because I love them. They keep me entertained, and they’ve been listening to me bitch for like 8 months now, without once telling me to shut up. I’m sure if I didn’t have them to bitch to, this whole thing would have been much different and I would have turned into a bigger bitch than I already appear to be.

As soon as someone sends me the bachelorette pics, i’ll post the appropriate ones.

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I love the wedding so much right now!!!!

K so this weekend my awesome Bridesmaids have set up a high tea for us all to go to at The Royal York. I’m like beyond excited!!!!!!!!!!!! Then in August Brian’s aunt Lynda and Darlene are throwing me a bridal shower. It’s so wicked!! It’s weird having a party planned for you and not getting to be involved in it. That’s never happened to be me bfore… but I cna’t wait! I totally love his family!!

Then on August 15th my friend Jackie is throwing me a bachelorette… it’s gonna be a nice clean drunken time.

Anyways here’s the big news….. MY DRESS IS IN! I am going for a fitting on Wednesday. However, I don’t have shoes yet!!!!! So I said I can’t go, cuz they said I needed shoes. Then they asked me if I just wanted to come to try it on for fun. LOL AS IF I’D SAY NO TO THAT! The thing is, it’s perfect timing, cuz I’m totally going through wedding dress withdrawl, I think what I bought is way too much. But I know once I put it back on i’m gonna fall in love with it again. So I can’t wait till Wednesday!! I still can’t find shoes no matter where I look. I’m going to Vegas next weekend and i’m assuming I will find shoes there. Cuz it’s Vegas! Also in Vegas i’m gonna buy Brian’s wedding ring… I know exactly which one I wanna get him. I’ve known for years. HAH and so has he. Oh and I think brian is having a bachelor party in August too. I don’t know any details yet though.

OH AND I finally found a make up artist I like.

AHHHHHH I”M SO EXCITED FOR MY DRESS, BRIDAL SHOWER, TEA, AND BACHELORETTE. I’M LIKE FREAKING OUT EXCITED. ANYWAYS, if anyone wants to come to my fitting on Wednesday let me know! I totally need people there to tell me how it looks… I haven’t seen the white one on me yet, so I hope I made the right decision.

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